Movies?!?!

 

I want everything to be just like in the movies with happy ending or even with any ending at all. I mean in almost every movie you see that everyone finds love or  always make peace with friends. I am tired of me, I am tired of this world. Why can’t I found love our stay friends with…..? I miss my teddy bear. Yesterday I remembered our happy times together, I want it back. It was the best moments of my life – when we were together. I will never found better friend like my teddy bear. (cry)

See no meter how many times Serena and Blair argue they always find a way to be best friends.

(cry)

 

It's only 21 days left till my birthday. And I am starting to make a gest list and as I'm making it I realize that I have very few close friends (3) and only one thinks that I'm his closest friend too. I lose all my best friends because they are tired of me. And I can’t change anything because I don’t know what I need to change. Or I just don’t want to see that something is wrong with me.

OK I know one thing about me that is exhausting – I am naïve and I always hope that in the future all will be better even if I don’t do anything to change things. For example I thought that me and my teddy bear are friends again but I was seriously wrong. How can we be friends again if our past isn’t cleared up? I think that I will always feel empty and lonely inside for rest of my life.

One time I read that people who are internally broken are the brightest and funniest outwardly. Is this statement about me?!?

Need to dream big. :D

 

When I grow old (like 30) these cars will be mine.2008  DODGE CHALLENGER  or 1968 DODGE CHARGER R/T and MUSTANG GT

TRUTH. (one tear on my face)

 

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It is my birthday’s month. :)

LOVE

“Love is patient and kind, it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited, it is never rude or selfish, it does not take offence, nor is it resentful. Love takes no pleasure in others’ sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.”

Corinthians 13: 4-8

 

Love is like a wind  - you can’t see it but you can feel it.

It is only 31 days till my birthday.. so here is my BIRTHDAY wishes….

So lets start with the delicious and eatable stuff. o_O

i wish some delicious chocolate

i wish some delicious cocoa with lot of whipped cream

i wish some delicious candy with or without a stick.. :D

 

Now I like to show you… am… well just stuff..

 

i wish for an umbrella like this

i wish for black or white or any other color sneakers

i wish for vintage sunglasses

i wish some beautiful, silver ring and bracelet (like in picture)

 

i wish for FRIENDSHIP bracelets..

 

i wish for some beautiful dresses..

i wish for a Trilby

i wish for BALLOONS in every color in world

i wish for nail polish in every color in world

i wish for bouquet of tulips or roses..

And at the end hears my biggest DREAMS, WISHES.. ^<3

i wish that someone would write me a love song and would play it for me

 

i wish for THIS KISS.

i wish that someone would pack me and take me away for a moment to London

i wish to be HAPPY like this!!

 

And here you can see what I wish for.. :*

Thanks for for your attention for this long.. here is something for you :D